I'm not Michael H. I am a completely different person. I am here for my wife to actually see that person inside that I am and have always been.
To be listened to without bias to words heard and read that are associated with my real body costume.
So, I have put on a different visual costume.
One that I do have a signed model release to be able to use for this purpose.
My writings are truthful and from my soul. A soul that has and still is looking for a way to reconnect.
Some might judge this as not proper. But proper is not a word to be used when one seeks a different way to have his true internal, spiritual self listened to and felt by his one true lover.
I love my girl (buttercup22) beyond trying to follow whatever being "proper" about it is.
Unconventional method, yes, reward if it works... priceless.
When you know you have found your soul mate you don't ever let go. Even if outside people want to be totally involved and try the block or state prejudice about your efforts of reconnecting, you just keep trying. You follow the "Rule of the Last Inch".
People do change, I am changing, I am growing deeper with the daily new understanding my own soul. I am not perfect, I openly admit that. But, knowing that I am not make me look for solutions, to grow,
I need help and understanding, we all do. I am accepting of it I have moved past any intolerance of this fact.
The paths we take in life sometimes become the wrong paths.
The key is to recognize you're on the wrong path and find your way, create your way to the right one.
You never fail for trying, not trying is to fail.
On Gather, I'm Looking For ...:
Connections with people of simular interests and depth of being. Sharing stories of life. Reading others writings for insight. Publishing my works so my girl can read them and see me as the person I truly am. That I do indeed have depth.
